New Life Ahead!

i feel very blessed on this day....my search for a good church is over...i have decided to be ordained and worship God on a more personal level...besides that i would like to share my knowledge of God and Jesus Christ with the people around me....many times people forget about the wonderful power of the Holy Spirit, they get set in their man made rituals and forget what the Spirit is trying to say...maybe i can help in some way even if it isnt in a very big way...if i can bring one soul closer to the will of God, then i will feel great....in the meantime, everyone be blessed and be kind to each other until my next blog...God willing.

Easter

today was a good day...i attended church this morning and was able to watch the lds national convention..it was very nice...i have to find a way to avoid one of the church members there because this individual stirs bad feelings in me and i am trying to stay peaceful...maybe next sunday when the regular congregation is there i can be more comfortable.....its nice to have a church that i feel good at...God is so awesome its just unreal.....He has done so much for me in my life that i know there is nothing i could ever do to repay Him except try to keep His commandments to the best of my ability....its loving my neighbor that gives me trouble at times because sometimes that dont act very lovable...but its ok because God knows im not perfect and that i am trying....thank you Jesus for all i will ever need....peace.

im not crazy..yay!

all these years i believed that maybe i am just insane because i have always had ideas about God that didnt fit into any denomination that i was aware of....i have always believed that God is a very loving and generous God, but i have always been told only about His wrath for doing wrong....i was confused for so long as to how God could be our Father and love us so much, but set us on fire for messing up....turns out that there are other people besides me that know God is loving and wouldnt do that and that all He asks of us is to keep our body clean and as pure as we can and try to treat each other right....the latter day saints feel this way and i am blessed to have finally found my place...i always loved those commercials too....what a great way to live for God....im looking forward to my next and final baptism with them.....i know now that God is talking to me and i am not crazy...the days of His visions for peace and love are not over, we are not on our own...He is there and He is always talking to people, we just dont always hear Him because we are tied up in our worldly lives....i am so blessed to be free from smoking after all these years and i am, for the first time in my life, not tired anymore......my hope is that everyone will be able to feel His awesome love for us before the world puts us down....Hes great...He loves us and wants us to be at peace....thanks God for everything you have given me and thank you Jesus for giving your life for us because we sure dont deserve it.