God is Awesome

God is awesome all the time even when we are not...He loves us and He blesses us every day even if we cant see it....even the tragedy in our lives is there for a greater purpose...i want so badly to live right but it can be hard at times...i need to quit smoking...i need to take better care of myself and eat better... i need to get more exercise and fresh air... why is it so hard to do these things? i need to stop worrying about bills so much and stop letting life get in the way of my relationship with God...He said we dont have to worry about these things but i do...it makes me feel like im letting Him down because He is so great to me and i dont do very much in return... i think i will try harder to do what i need to do...i will pray more because i will need God to help me...i have to remember that i cant do things on my own, i need Gods help because if i try to live without God i will screw it up....peace