more about me and God

my childhood was great as far as i can remember...of course i have a lot of blanks spots, but im sure whatever it is that i cant remember is going to make me stronger someday...i got married pretty young and have been married now for over 20 years....they said it wasnt going to last....when i was little i remember singing to the flowers in the backyard...i always remember talking to God even tho i didnt come from a very religious family...im not sure when i found God in the beginning...i know my mom used to send us kids to sunday school....i do remember when God found me tho...after years of hearing His words of wisdom and choosing to do things my own way, we ended up in a homeless shelter that changed our lives....my husband and i were never bad people, we just liked to party a lot...we enjoyed drinking and hanging out.....you cant do that when you have kids cuz you have bills to pay, so we ended up there....this place was a religious based camp ground kind of thing....they made us go to church pretty much all day every day and we stated to see a problem when we realized that we werent allowed to leave...well, we could leave, but we would be homeless and it was winter time....and by leave i mean even to go look for a job....we really needed to work to get out of there, but we had chores to do there that kept all our time busy....it was not very much fun and was a lot of work and a little bit scary, but when we ran away from there we were determined to live right and never end up like that again...and we havent either...that was about 19 years ago...we figured out that when you do something wrong, then something bad will happen to you...and when you live right...well, things still go wrong but at least it isnt our fault...haha....anyway...my whole point in this blog is that i have seen and been thru some very bad things in my life...very bad things, but God gave me a chance to see good in any situation as terrible as it sounds.....dont let life get to you because we have something so much better waiting for us its just unreal...if everyone could see the beautiful things that God has shown me i know we would be all living in peace now...remember to keep an eye out for Jesus, Hes gonna be coming back soon....peace.