is anybody out there?

for years i would never even touch a computer...i didnt want anything to do with them...one day i thought about going back to college, so i did and i got myself a computer...thank goodness the first class was about computers or i would have been screwed......of course i ended up being screwed anyway because of calculus...i just cant do it....im not an idiot...i just dont do math.....basic everyday math is fine...real numbers with real solutions....i have never in my life had an "x" amount of apples...i have always had an exact amount of whatever i was trying to calculate....i think most of my brain works with the imaginative side....the logical side doesnt work all the time..haha...i am thankful for the computer world tho...my mom tried to get me on here for years, but it wasnt until after she died that i decided to check it out finally.....well, that, and she wasnt here to google things for me anymore and my son wont help me...he says i have to learn how to do it...i guess hes right...i like the fact that the internet has allowed me to have somewhat of a social life again...i have been sort of reclusive for some years now....i used to be a singer and then my teeth got pretty bad because of some health problems i am having, so i stay in alot...i wait for a day when i can afford to get them fixed so i can smile in public one more time...i have met some wonderful people on here and i think its great that we have this kind of technology....its too bad we arent using it for more constructive things...sure, there are alot of great things going on online, but we could do so much more if we put our minds to it...maybe we will after everyone gets done being selfish.....me too im sure....i could do more, but im lazy...i admit it....i want folks to get along and live in peace, but im not doing a thing about it but typing into cyberspace where my words will probably never even be read...so, yeah, im lazy too...but maybe my words will find someone and make them feel better...and if my words bring happiness to just one person, than that will be worth it...God bless...until next time....peace