sometimes life sucks

its true..sometimes life really does suck...ive said before that i try to see the good in situations, but, face it, sometimes there are things i just cant see any solution to....my dad is getting old and he has become a pain in the but lately....i owe dad alot cuz hes always been there for us, but its getting ridiculous..this morning...a saturday morning...he calls me at 7am to tell me to screw myself because im not over there fixing his tv that i didnt know was broken because i was asleep...i love my dad, but dang...the worst part is that i am not the best of people in the morning...i have fibrmyalgia and it is hard for me to get a good night sleep anyway, so i wake up very irritable...very very irritable...ive tried to do everything to keep from being like that when i wake up, but i cant help it...so when folks are yelling at me in the morning it kind of ruins my whole day and makes it very difficult to look at things in a possitive manner...i believe that keeping positive things around you can help you stay in a better state of mind....i think that if everyone would just stop being so angry all the time, maybe i would wake up in a good mood...i dont know...its just a thought...and just my thought which isnt of any significance to anyone but me and possibly God.....peace